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10/12/10 11:10 pm

 Somehow I really missed it. 
The feeling like being together in a family. 
The feeling where I don't mind dying together with. 
The sweat, the hardwork, the tears, the enjoyment, 
the late night madness, the bad scent around the whole studio. 
I <3 IT. 

But it seems like it left me far far away. 
Left me here alone, 
Fighting in my own world. 
WIth just me and myself. 
Lucky, deity sent Melise here with me. 
So at least I felt that I was still alive.

Will I go back or not?
It's too comfortable. 
Plus, things are not going on very well tooo. 
What's more? We're not included. 
Or shall I say, it's different from how it was the last time. 
And I bet, things are never going to be the same anymore. 

Dear IT, I really miss you a lot. 
But I need the strength, time, energy, courage and motivation to carry on. 
Till then...

 
Current Mood: blank blank

9/28/10 12:46 am

 It's the working life now. 
And it's no joke at all. 

No more fooling around, 
disturbing teachers,
Run away from homework, 
Late submission.
Late for school. 

THE WORKING ADULT LIFE.
Somehow, it sucks. 
But somehow, it feels goood. 

 

9/25/10 01:42 am

 Dear Journal, 
It's been quite long since I've updated you! 
Hope you're not feeling lonely or whatsoever. 

It's been real tiring, and super no life having to work & work. 
But I guess that's just the reality. 
And I can do nothing accept to face it. 
10am to 7pm everyday, 
I really hope my shift will change pleaseeee! 

Sometimes, 
I guess people should just be given the responsibility so that they will 
feel all recharged & motivated to put in 
a whole lot more effort. 

And truthfully, 
Being a teacher is a noble yet most stressful job in the world. 
And that's so so truee. 
Arghhhh. 
I really wish I have 100% patience. 
100% tolerance. 
Phew~ My life would be so much better then! 

P.s. I want a date with you darling boy! <3
Current Mood: sleepy sleepy

9/3/10 12:43 am

 Sometimes when it's time to cherish. 
We often took it for granted. 
And most of the time, 
We will only whole heartedly cherish something when it's gone. 
And that's bad.. 

Dear Spanky,
You left us for quite some time since then. 
But I really still miss you. 
Still thinking you're around somewhere. 
To protect us, & to take care of us. 

Still remembered the day you left, 
I wasn't there at all. 
I was only there after you left. 
But at least you've played and enjoyed the whole day. 
I didn't know that will be the last time I will see you. 
Holding you and touching your dear face with my bare hands.
I can't bear to leave you there. 

I guess you know it was time. 
You even arranged B to be there! 
So that I will least be able to survive. 
Which was really thoughtful of you. 
Because I woke up in the middle of the night,
screaming and yelling your name. 
Being as stubborn as I can.
Wanting you to come back, Want you back. 

But the feeling sucks. 
The feeling of there's-nothing-i-can-do

The aftermath was even worst. 
I forced myself to look at your pictures, and at your videos. 
I dont want to get over you, not even want to forget you. 
I just want you to stay, stay in my heart. 
A place in my heart where i'll keep you safe. 

You weren't there to watch me eat in the morning, 
weren't there to snatch my food, 
to disturb me..
To run around for nothing, 
To lie down there sleeping, 
To watch tv with me. 
To follow me and run after me. 
To stand outside my room craving for my food. 
You weren't there anymore....
And i'm forced to accept it.

But I'm happy for you. 
Because up there, you won't be bored to death. 
Alone at home. 
Dread going out, where we are always lazy.
Must have a lot of friends up there now eh?

Spanky, I Love You.

and i'll never want to get over or forget you. 
NEVER. *promise*






 
Current Mood: depressed depressed

8/22/10 11:20 pm



 





Would rather have time like this, 
With you everyday. 
Rather than only able to have you for weekends. 
It's been one year plus since you went in, 
But still, it's only weekend! RAHHHH. 
Why so unfair? 
Can I steal you & keep you inside my pocket?
Or rather, lock you up at my place?
How bout AWOL? AHAHAHAHAHAHH!

I miss youuuuuuu. <3
& I just want you to myself. 
But I'm willing to share, but definitely not with ARMY.
 
Current Mood: calm calm

8/19/10 10:46 pm

 Work has been really crazy. 
Sometimes I wonder, is it because I'm lazy that's why I'm not attending classes?
I asked rachel, 
And she said no, 
Because work is seriously tiring. 
We're working like engines.

Speed * 100.
Energy *100
Patience *100
Tolerance *100
Moodswing *100

Even while driving, I nearly fell asleep. 
I know it's dangerous.
But that's how tired it is. 
But no one understands, 
& I don't ask for people's understanding. 
As long as I know it myself. 

Am turning myself into a five-handed monster, 
A crazy psychotic two-face woman,
And a robot.

And soon,
To a machine when I starts schooling while studying. 
Good luck man, Jamie Chan. 

 
Current Mood: bitchy bitchy

8/14/10 02:36 pm

 Went to take a look at my friendster, 
After receiving millions of notifications from them.
Clicking, clicking & clicking..
And these are what I found super heartwarming! 
& with some comments I find super disturbing. 
But I guess I shall just skip the disturbing ones.


L ROXANNE Dec 15 2006, 11:07 AM
heyy my jamie darling!!!!! (: i think we're like two stupid kukus when we go out together. firstly, not paying for our fondue. and secondly, go siao siao get a naval pierce. shiokness!!!! i feel the satisfaction. i bet you too!!! HAHA. nicenice (: anxious to meet you soon again! i love you , with lots of love.

Yutian Feb 15 2007, 05:38 AM
don't be sad la mie mie!!! actually i LUB you more than anyone else. i ditched june!!!

JUNE Aug 28 2007, 06:01 PM
MISS ME SAY LARR.NO NEED ASK TIAN


Ah Jo May 17 2007, 03:02 AM
Guess I cant call u Ah Bui already coz u have grown so thin recently. But no worries, yr ass still look the same. Time to move on ya. Although we are seperated by a mountain and a big lake, you have always been in our minds and hearts. I always tell the other two not to forget abt u. But then it makes them think tat i biase with you so tats why they jealous. But then I hope u can continue imitating the indians. life would be so bored without it in our lives. Anyway I think in another week or so can cut yr string already la so JIA YOU hor. Sorry abt last night I give all of you a big aeroplane. But then sometimes AH Pa just wanna do his own things but then I promise this wkend we will go out. Even if it is to meet for coffee. Lastly all the best for yr change diapers course. Next time when I got son u can help already la. Luv ya.


ShUxuAn Mar 12 2007, 02:52 PM
heY suAn gaN... lonG timE no c le.. muZ kEep in TouCh woR!!! taKe caRe alWays!!

eileen May 15 2007, 05:30 PM
Used to be my nonsense bballer, qian feng best partner... Glad to see u today... anyway... wa... really miss those days during training... haaha... It hav been yrs man tt ive stopped touching bball or even step into the court... my goodness... well well... get some time out to chill ok! take care gf...

RENEEJun 06 2007, 08:39 AM
JAMIE CHUM!! HAHAS. LOVEYOU LOVEYOU!
lets go eat shaker fries one day again.hahas.. but please, dont act retarded..
=D

*blow kisses* lessby! hahas!

munzii-Jun 04 2007, 01:41 PM
with JAMIE around!!it's super FUn can!!
lol!!you can laugh till all your intestines out!!=]AirpOrt!!whahas!!stop saying my bOobs can!


loves
munzii

Zarra Oct 12 2007, 11:46 AM
awwwwww I MISS U LIKE FUCK TOO LAR!!!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! yesssss we'll be meeting up soon. UPDATE ME ABOUT UR LIFE OK!! I BET I MISSED OUT ON LOTS :D

sin yang Jul 02 2007, 04:54 PM
come on lah b-girl to be..u mus challenge me, so u can any tym defeat de other jamie in burping..wa siao arh..clap fer another 30 mins..tis tym where u wanna clap..during dance arh..we oso damn random..out of no where den clap..

shufang Aug 12 2007, 05:43 PM
my MSN chat partner :D

lovesssss you!


YaN Aug 15 2007, 06:20 PM
boo ! _|_

Chin Aug 29 2007, 08:23 AM
haha!!
wah sweet arh...
i love jamie because she always do stupid things!
haha always wont fail to make us laugh.. lol


go master your beatboxing!

J Yap Aug 28 2007, 06:31 PM
wa meimei mouth very swt ah.
i miss you too!
when will i get to see u?? x(

GERALDINE Oct 15 2007, 02:45 AM
OKAY! so i shall wish you luck in your dance kay.
meet one day alright.
i want to know you better!:D

Wynne Dec 15 2007, 02:42 AM
KNN!
IS LOVE YOU DIPS DIPS LA!
ahahahaha.
greatest girlfriend ever. (:
hearts.

Memorable.
We always wait till things are gone then we start reminiscing,
Wishing there were if-onlys.
Wishing that there will be time machine. 
So that we can go back to the past. 

So to all my present, I cherish each and everyone of you. 
& I'll never forget the past, 
Those who taught me a huge big lesson. 
And for those who never fails to be there for me. 
You guys are awesome, 
To all my friends, families, & my life:
I <3 YOU ALL. 










 
Current Mood: awake

8/13/10 11:31 pm

 Decided to open up this blog once again. 
Because this blog is where you got to know me. 
Is where you started looking at me in the eyes. (:

From this, 


Till this, 


And the reason why I <3 You,
It's because of this..

"My greatest love!
You showed me the best love in the whole wide world. 
& you proof heartbreak wrong!" 
 
Current Mood: bouncy bouncy

3/30/08 10:29 pm

it's just like studying hard for exam and not scoring. 

anyway,today went to school for two items then went for tuition. :) 
i'm dead tired by now. 

i want take some time out just to enjoy. 
went out to library some time ago. 
can't wait to grow up and head off to other countries for some luxurious holiday.
woohoo,tempting eh?

i want school to start,but on the other hand i dont want school to start. 
now i wish i could sleep for a hundred years. =x 
nah,gotta work hard some more. 
even more and more and more! 

there's no place i'd rather be :) :) :) 
and i love your company.
jcjj jet's jiayou! :)
Current Mood: cheerful cheerful

3/28/08 02:18 am - I MISS

have been dancing at dancing these few weeks. 
kinda missed staying at home at times. 
missed sleeping for long long.haha!
but anyway,this is gonna be one big time experience i'm gonna gain as well.
to work with many respectable seniors. 
to be able to dance with them is my honour as well. 
so i couldn't let myself and cannot let them down :) 

i miss.........


having chalet. 
where all of us come together and enjoy big time. 
it's just a freshie chalet and it's already so fun.
imagine together with the whole NRA how sweet and nice would it be. 
like another NRA camp :) 
i miss shouting through the microphone with bestie. 
i miss going jacuzzi and suana there. 
i miss chitchatting heart-to-heart talk with bestie in the toilet.
i miss mahjong session there. 
miss the chilling session in the room with all of us together.
miss eating magee mee in the middle of the night. 
miss swimming together making so much noise in the middle of the night. 
miss everyone hanging their towels along the staircase railings. 
miss eating and bbq-ing,miss going crazy with all of you. 
I YEARN FOR ANOTHER CHALET. PPPPLLLLLEEEEEAAAAAASSSSSEEEE!


i miss "breaking" at esplanade. 
that's when we started off trying to bgirl and bboy.
but not everyone succeed. 
all of us breaking and trying and trying dancing SLACKING. 
although we're all real tired.but the feeling was BEST :) 


woosh.
this is the best time :) all of us chiling and playing around esplanade.
i miss gathering a big bunch of people together.much loves!
everyone plays a part. :) 


i think von dislike this picture
because she feels that her hair sucks correct?
hahahahaha.but i miss fooling around doing stupid stuff too! :D 


I MISS TUT.
I MISS BUTTER FACTORY 
I MISS THE CHIONGING EVERY NIGHT TRYING TO PRACTICE AND PRACTICE TILL ALL OF US ARE DEAD TIRED. 
TONNING OVER AT PEOPLE'S PLACE. 
I'LL NEVER FORGET :) 
WE WENT THROUGH SO MUCH TOGETHER AT THAT TIME. 


I MISS NRA CAMP. 
it's so fun and stupid.
i miss having lunch and dinner together i miss
everyone inside the lecture room going crazy.
doign extreme stuff going crazy. 
i miss nightwalk 
i miss slacking inside our bunk.
i miss all of us going into toilets to bath together. 
i miss playing games. 
IIIIII MMMMIIIISSSSSSSSSSSSS. :) 


CHILL GUYS!
heartwarming right my blog?hahahhahha.

and last but not least i miss you too! :) 
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